Sore this morning

I feel like I did go and kick sand in my own face. And now my shadow has ogtten up and knocked the piss out of me. Not really, but I am sore in places. It's definitely a way to find out if you do have muscles in places. Even if it may look like you don't have any, they're there.

But it's a good hurt. And a real step forward for me. I have decided to do Monday, Thursday and Saturday nights. See how that grabs me. See if I stick with it. I am really keen though. If I wasn't so damn sore I would happily go straight down and do some now. But already, it's just another excuse not to.

Frustrating too cos I haven't been able to play Time Crisis. My arms are weary. I would get about 5 minutes out of it until it became not fun anymore. I think today will be an easy day. Not pushing myself into anything. The washing is up to date so my main chore is done and I have clean clothes for work tomorrow.

Man that place takes up way too much of my time. It's just lucky for them that I love gadgets. Otherwise I probably wouldn't hang around. Nah I've been on the dole before when I was late teens early 20's. Never want to do that again. It's a bit of a catch-22 though isn't it? You either have enough money to own your own home and be able to buy the odd Playstation game or whatever, or you have all the time in the world, but no money to keep yourself entertained.

OK there's a little voice in my head saying "Daddy I done Poohey". It was much better when he couldn't talk. I had a legitimate excuse not to have to change his nappy. Plausible deniability. "Sorry dear, no I didn't smell anything, and he didn't tell me he needed his bum changed." Oh well gotta go. Got some shit to do, if you know what I mean.